I've been feeling very sad lately. A few days ago, I learned that one of my childhood friends has cancer. The sadness comes when I know that I can do nothing about it...we haven't been in touch in ages. We never fell apart...we just happened to drift apart and we still talk when we run into each other. It seems so surreal. I remember playing at her house with her as if it was yesterday but this was at least 10 years ago! If no one sees me tonight, I'll probably be at Blai's.